it starts…

Is this how it starts? One (of many) moments of clarity where the keyboard finally becomes an option? In the kitchen, on top of shit that still needs to be put away after unpacking in a new (f’d up) place, while washing dishes and watching new episodes of S3 New Girl?

I’ve always had stories, generally reserved for the purpose of amusement in the present, though occasionally allotted for a good laugh in a crowd. Fear is a terribly unfortunate and powerful thing. Fear to share. Fear to be. Fear to live.

I hate it.

I’ve spent the majority of my adulthood trying to bury and forget about my life, while simultaneously trying to figure out which “real life” works for me. I know that truth is the key to moving forward… after all, we’re all fucked up.

I’m just in the mood to tell some stories now…

-h

Oh Lamar, so many good times… sometimes dreams just evolve — mine have. I still love you, even in transition. #approvedscavenging #ATX  (at Alamo Drafthouse Cinema - South Lamar)

Oh Lamar, so many good times… sometimes dreams just evolve — mine have. I still love you, even in transition. #approvedscavenging #ATX (at Alamo Drafthouse Cinema - South Lamar)

Fantastic Fest 2013, y’all… #SOmuchFun

Fantastic Fest 2013, y’all… #SOmuchFun

Outside the Capitol… #ATX #sb5 #standwithwendy (at Texas State Capitol)

Outside the Capitol… #ATX #sb5 #standwithwendy (at Texas State Capitol)

never participated before and I’m a little late… #tbt #throwbackthursday - I was the only baby with wheelchair-arm balance! #justaskmymom

never participated before and I’m a little late… #tbt #throwbackthursday - I was the only baby with wheelchair-arm balance! #justaskmymom

bloomin’ cactus…

bloomin’ cactus…

i love this song. i forgot about it for a while… it’s still good. #music

(Source: Spotify)

Anger ruins joy. Steals the goodness of my mind. Forces my mouth to say terrible things. Overcoming anger brings peace of mind. Leads to a mind without regrets. If I overcome anger, I will be delightful and loved by everyone.

—Charlie Crews, LIFE (cancelled TV show)